Uncanny

Doubt I can make it to alumni prac tomorrow, most likely can’t. The fever is going up. Sigh. And my nose is blocked, throat too. Not nauseous already, thank God. I don’t know what to do.

Maybe it’s the flu which made me like this. Or I wouldn’t feel so aimless.

Sad, my chem mcq got one wrong, felt like crying after paper. I wasn’t feeling well enough to take the test, but nevertheless I did. Was going to vomit, I think it was the breakfast that Gor made, whoever eats pasta in the morning? Ah well, it’s all out of good will what. He’s forgiven.

Went for band, help the kids wash their slides then they played Hello Dolly. Much improvement. But need more confidence to play and have FUN! YAY. I love you kids!

My legs feel sore. Shopped and walked alot. Got my prom dress and heels. The heels are like 3.5inches. Oh man, I think I should go buy a second pair of shoes because I don’t want to look like some weird person. My dress is okay, a little short though, aiyar, they can’t kick me out of the ballroom.

Omg remember dancing to Umbrella by Rihanna? HAHAHA. OMGAHH miss that quite a bit!

Anyway today’s Bio paper got one confirm wrong answer le. Want to cry ar. I mean one wrong is without the consideration of careless mistakes and we peeps have quite a few different answers or interpretation of the question. Ah well. At least most the same, well 35/40 not so bad luh, cheer up everyone! I hope tomorrow all of us can do well. YES YES YES. EVERYONE FULL MARKS K! JIAYOUS! Don’t be disheartened by today’s paper! Actually don’t have to get full marks ar, like 30/40 is already an A1, and 32/40 will be very safe already right, 80% you know?!?! So cheer up peeps! WANNA SEE A FUNNY FACE? In school then I show. HURHUR!

I just completed a Chem p1 about half an hour ago! Sucked luh, 2wrong. And plus not under exam condition, tomorrow I better remain calm! Oh ya, today the paper suddenly blurry! Maybe because didn’t sleep enough. Then the clock also blur. Heng I brought my watchie! Tomorrow must bring! Paper starts at 8am! What’s this?! Ah well, start early end early! Then can go for BAND BAND BAND. YAY HARPPIEE!

Anyway went home with Jo today. Then Amelia(as in not C1 Amelia but Gor’s gf luh), boarded the bus that we were in at Clementi. I didn’t notice her because I always look out of windows. HAHAHA. So she thought I was mad at her and she told Gor. HAHAHA. Got into a little trouble but all is fine now!

Oh ya my back ached during Bio just now. The paper wasn’t as easy as Phy P1 I guess. I was like ‘damn, i’m stuck at qn1, why not easy.’  LOLS. I seriously had to think for Qn1. Shocked. Ah well. Uhm, they say it’s trickier than last year’s. I agree to some extent. To large extent actually, not as many of those give-marks questions.

ALRIGHT! GTG ALREADY. CGSSB ALUMNI WO AI NI!

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Slept at around 2am this morning, woke up at 8am, rejuvinated! Kidding, I had a bad nightmare. A retarded person pounced on me as I left home pissed off at my mother. As in my dream. He was super tall, he was with his family at first then later he walked to me, I wanted to run but I did not. Then I tried to scream, but I couldn’t. Then I tried to hit him, but it just did not help. It was scary. Just then, I woke up from this horrid nightmare and went to the toilet to pee. I hope I didn’t curse when I was asleep! Heh, anyway even if I did, it wasn’t under my will you know?!

Yay, today is my second last paper! Going to revise again at 10am, then go to school at 12pm. Teehee :B I think I also dreamt of Physics last night. Hello physics is long over! Grah, should have dreamt of Biology or Chemistry man! Ms Li replied my sms! Her reply so funny and cute can! Anyway asked her a bio question to clear my doubt! Yay! Oh ya, do you know it’s Thursday today, doesn’t feel like it right? I feel as if it’s Tuesday today! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

Alright 10minutes to 10am! Byeeeee~!

Yay apple pie is going to plan outing for TK and Crescent trombonists! I’m going to drag my juniors along! HAHAHA. Show them what they’ve been missing out!

Anyway, TK band is going to have a concert at Esplanade on the 29th of Nov! Anyone want to buy tix please contact me then I ask apple pie okay! Still super happy that apple pie a dua pai in her band!

CGS concert on 2nd Dec ar. DON’T FORGETTT.

Hey guys! I’m done with the TYS already! I think I have to really revise some of the topics again. I took a long nap just now! I like. I dreamt of someone just now. Scary, when I came on facebook, she added me. SCARY.

Sleeptalked again last night. It was like ‘Ma where are you?’ HAHAHAHA. Omg luh what’s my problem. I hate sleeptalking, it’s so susceptible to saying something wrong. I hope I don’t sleep and talk about ________! How! I think I should visit a doctor! It’s that since birth! Like crying in my sleep. But last time it was worse luh, I kicked and fought my cousin in my dream. GRAH. SO SHITTY. HOWWWWW. ):

Hey hey readers! See my second time blogging today!I did a little of Biology just now, tomorrow I will finish up the TYS by around 9am in the morning so you can call me if you’re to discuss some questions alright?
I’m going to sleep soon so that I can revise tomorrow. Shall use half the day on chem and the other on Bio. Bio still need to re-revise the effects of smoking, menstrual cycle and the rest if have enough time. For Chem, I’d probably just up TYS paper1s since we’ve all done the topical TYS already. Yup then just re-revise QA and Mrs Kang’s notes. Not sure if I would be blogging tomorrow. But I’ll see how. I think Ive learnt from my mistakes. Actually it’s not very satisfying to get a 38/39 for paper1. Or at least I thought so, since the mistakes made were careless mistakes.

I don’t think I’m wearing black to prom. I’m thinking of dark blue or dark red. Forget about low-cut alright! I’ll see how. I think I can’t get bare back also, got a lot of tan lines. Grah. I’ll look like some zebra. Grah plain and simple, plain and simple.

Alright I shall go rest now! Waking up early tomorrow! Nights world! God bless!

Grah screw chinese. I just tried to write something smart just now. Haha, how am I supposed to get an A with a merit for oral.

Physics was okay. I got one definite mistake already. Well, it’s one mark. I guess I can still forgive myself for that, should have opened my eyes WIDE. Grah, I need to rant about my tiny, almost-non-existent eyes. I’m trying to convince myself that I erased off the right thing, everytime when we have MCQ, I’d be super super paranoid, not about getting correct but instead, if I shaded the right thing. Grah, I changed one answer. Hope I erased the right one. Well, I did but the devil in me trying to confuse me. So annoying. Go away you stupid idiot.

Tomorrow got day off from Os! YEA BABY! One more day to slack. JK. Need to do TYS. Duffy is so adorable. Okay that’s not the point.

The point is I’m going for prom and not ponning it. For Jayasree my favouritest chem rep! I’m so sweet! <3

Anyway had this conversation today.

• me: eh jin tian 11yue le!
• sw: zao jiu 11yue le!
• me: then wo men de holiday bu shi hen duan lor!
• zh: around two months…
• me: huh but we studied for 4 years!
• zh: you got study for 4 years meh? lower sec you got study meh?
• me: oh i meant 2 years

OOPPSSSSS. Hahahaha. Sorry zhihui! I would have hate someone like me last time too. I think. I don’t know but maybe I wont even care. HEH.

ALRIGHTS. grah. hope I can score well enough for ac.

nyjcsb also having tune-in soon, 21st Nov. but have to bring own instrument luh. HAHHAA. wait i’m bringing hubby to acjc but ya! got difference. i shall get someone to help me lug hubby along! ^^ hubby’s the bestest! Lol i’ve lost interest in my ex. HAHAHA. Okay so mean. Sec1 ex not nice to play, so old but aiyar, first love can. LOLS. wth am i talking about. okay i love hubby. period.

VINCENT BACK STRADIVARIUS MODEL 42 I MISS YOU A TRUCKLOAD.

Okay I just woke up from my nap. It’s time I get over it. 1 out of 9 subjects is okay to let go, right? I’m not a super human, even if I try to be one. Time to revise Chinese and Physics. The most I end up in some not-very-good JC, right right? No point crying over spilled milk, not even the smart sort, no point pushing already.

It’s raining, seems like prophetic fallacy, the skies crying for me. It was raining when I got a b3 for Chinese. My senses are seldom wrong. I shouldn’t have said that I feel weird not feeling worried or sad over Os, now after feeling that nostalgic feeling that drowned me during every exam is here to stay again.

I should just forget it. When SM said ‘you say you won’t, end up you will get A1′, it was like when Sandra told me ‘you sure A’ when getting back chinese results during ChineseOs. Well, it’s not my first time at failure already. Yea, funny how some of us just relate a b3 to failing. Maybe when I get back the results in mid-Jan, even an A2 would feel like a fail grade. What’s this? The world hasn’t ended! But got to find a way to pon that day. Maybe ask my brother to help me take the cert. I don’t want to be there anymore. Remember that day? There were teachers and counsellors around. Just in case. Then we were lined up, allowed to see our grades, people smiling out of joy while I suffered a weird feeling which felt like a catastrophe and helplessly joke the B3 off while thinking if I was really in the right state of mind. ‘I got a B3 leh! How?’ Haha, that’s how.

Well it’s hard to know the limits when I have never tried searching for a silver line. Maybe even if I did try, I’d be persistant that the there will never be an end to the horizon. Well, it’s scientifically endless.

Well there’s no reason why I have to do well for Geography. I don’t even think that the sea should have so many names, Bay of Bengal, Pacific Ocean. Since the exams are over, I can continue to think that it’s eventually the same sea, same mass of water. Well, water flows right? Then how does it turn indigo to green to blue. And the Red Sea isn’t even red.

5more papers. I don’t want to choose the wrong subject combination anymore. Welcome theatre studies with open arms, literature here I come! Hey ho!