I should learn to let go some things. Well, it’s better to give it up if it only goes one way, then only can both parties benefit from the new change ya? (: It’s not such a morbid thing actually, just following instructions, though ‘forget’ing about stuff is certainly not my forte. But if I don’t start erasing everything, I guess that one year will become two, then three, then four and five. By the time I turn 40, I would be a professional spinster, because I can’t let go aye? Must open up to new choices! I’m going to do a good job in that! Yea I can do it! Jiayou li na!!!!

Well, chick over dicks! At least I hold my pact till the very end of everything! Not all of us did you know.

I can hear my brother arguing with his girlfriend. See what happens when you go too fast in a relationship. Tsktsk, you might just lose everything. Ah well, I think this time round the girl is rather sticky, they together for quite long already. She hasn’t come for a few days. Ah well!

Famous Amos called me last night! I should be confident of myself since Nav was so confident that I can make it. Thanks Nav though I mnow you’re not reading my blog, probably listening to your emo and cheem songs. HEH.

Meeting Aphicha before he leaves for Thailand soon for Uni. Though he was sometimes in the ‘I’ class and not in my ‘L’ classes, I think he is still closer to us bunch! HAHA omg remember the Boon Lay Idol contest! HAHA!!! ><  One of my friends liked him like crazy,bought him presents and wrote him cards. I would never have done that in primary school! So daring!! There was once when I felt that he was so annoying because he kept teasing me. Yup all the teasing started in primary school. Yuh, my life sucks because everyone likes to tease me and say whoever likes me blah blah which is super annoying especially in primary school. Except when it came to Timothy. BUT THAT WAS P2. We held hands okay! Sigh but that was because all of us had to hold hands and he was just my partner. BUT. It’s still a great deal since he can choose to hold a guy’s hand! Good old days when I can’t do my abacus. Lols, everyone in my family can remember Timothy okay. Because I always said ‘I love Timothy’. HAHAHAHA. Wth did I know about love. Anyway we came up with our children’s names. HAHA. I forgot what already.

Argh the point is. I have to get a present for Aphicha before he leaves Singapore. HAHAHA. I shall call him at Thailand and sing the miss-you-like-crazy song. HAHAHAHA. *HUGS TRANSPARENT APHICHA TILL IT CAN’T BREATHE* LOLS. Friends 4evazxzxzzxzx.